Susie crawled into bed and lay for a while curled up with her back to me. I felt pretty bad at hurting her but I tried explaining to her it was for he... own good, it would make things easier when we did it for real.The next morning at breakfast Susie wouldn’t, couldn’t sit down and Dad started to get mad with her. He demanded she not stand there but take a seat and eat her breakfast properly at the table with the rest of the family. Slowly Susie eased herself onto her chair and I knew that thing. “You better not be looking up my skirt, piglet!” I quickly averted my eyes. “No, Mother, I’m not.” She led me into her amazing bedroom, richly appointed & totally feminine. I knelt there as she opened her large dirty clothes hamper & dumped an enormous pile of her soiled panties onto the bed. “Bring my panties into the bathroom, Sissy!” “Yes, Mother.” I scooped up the enormous pile of luscious, smelly, obviously very expensive lingerie & crawled into mommy’s bathroom. There I saw a huge pile of. ‘My knees are killing me. We need a long hose.’ ‘Tomorrow, the grapes are coming,’ Jack said to their astonished groans. ‘Haha, just kidding.’ Looking at all the plants, Jack whistled. ‘You know, we could go into the tomato business, selling them in town. Give the girls a little pocket money and an excuse to go into town instead of staying out here all the time.’ ‘You’re the boss,’ Bill said, laughing. ‘It’s either that or learn to cook Italian and quick.’ At that moment, a smiling Susan, her. I start trembling, and gasping for breath, I onlybecome aware, minutes later, that I've been saying over and over again,"oh shit." I don't cry. I would normally cry, a big cleansing sissycry, maybe I just want to give the Pioneers the satisfaction. BothTammii and Piper hug me, and tell me 'that it's going to be all right.'"Piper, monsters...monsters are real."I finally calm down. "I am so glad I am not being a burden to myfriends, great job Jezzie. Playing it cool as a cucumber, that's.