Kayla, I love you.”Again he smiles and it is as the sunrise. I look into his eyes and there the sweet sincerity of his words is reflected.“Such el...quence and such touching sentiments Jaano. I cannot but pay attention when people tell me that they love me and do it so beautifully.”“Not people Kayla; it is I that tell you this in earnest.”“I know it…I know it. I know that your heart speaks true. We have endured much my friend, you more so than I. The brief moments of love-making that we shared. I went out to dinner with Jen a number of times, but she was limited by seeing Rich ever more often. I was going to have to spend more time with him to see what drew them to each other.Jeff and I established a new routine by going bowling Sunday mornings. There were no leagues and many potential customers were in church so lanes were available at a discount, though that was irrelevant to us.Jeff kept saying we should invite Ebenezer and Joanne bowling with us. I didn't take him seriously.At one. Finally, Udit nodded and straightened. He walked to the barn and said something to Seth. Seth nodded and gave a tool to Udit and Udit returned to the corral.Martha walked out to the barn and asked Seth, "What was that about?"Seth looked up from a piece of harness that he was working on and said, "Udit's showing Sean how to take care of horses hooves. He needed a rasp to show him how to trim the edges of the hoof." A week ago I would have worried about it being safe to leave Sean in the corral. “Will, are you uncomfortable? You can’t seem to sit still! Stand up and I’ll spread that towel out more for you.” She lightly touched my arm as she said this, and it felt like an electrical jolt that went through my brain and my crotch. “Uhh, that’s ok…” I started to reply, but she cut me off, saying “Nonsense! Go ahead and stand up.” I stood and tried to rotate around so she wouldn’t see my penis trying to crawl all the way out of my trunks. It was no good. She made a little gasping.