"At least their still firm." You think as you gently lift the underside of your breasts. Ever since the surgery they have been very sensitive and you ...annot help but give a faint moan as you begin to fondle yourself. The idiot as a person you certainly don't miss, but you have to concede he was quite rapacious in bed. Going from almost daily sex for a decade to not knowing a lover's touch for over five months has been difficult and it disturbs you that masturbating is now as much a habit as. We both belive partnerships and marriage is based on trust and someone a man could trust 100% which I do I appreciate more than I can say. Shortly after we were engaged Julie told of her previous liaisons saying that from me she had nothing to hide nor would she ever hide anything from me. Amongst it all she told me about when she and her best friend Helen (who still is her best friend accidentally) were 13or14 they got interested in boys, neither knew how to kiss other than a quick family. She was shocked and was silent for 5 mins. And after she asked me “Don’t u have any girlfriend at your college?” I replied ” No bhabhi”.Again after 5 mins, she asked me “what would u do if u had a girl friend juz like me?”.I replied “SEX”. ” Whatttttttt!!!!!!!??” she asked surprisingly.I said ” Yes, I would never leave the chance to have sex with goddess like you” She left the room immediately.She left without speaking a word. I was afraid that she would tell this to my brother. I didn’t sleep. Where she lay she noticed his ‘attributes’ as it were. She grasped the bar and proceeds to lift it off the arms while Sebastian stood over her watching her pumping the bar up and down, through the first two sets of reps ‘One… Two… Three… Four… Hey Seb, tell me what do you feel about… Five… Six… Seven… Eight…about being in a ‘Rut’, Nine… Ten…. Finishing her third set. ‘A Rut, My life has been good so far no problems at all.’ Sebastian smiled at her toothily.As he helped her place the bar back on.