In fact, since I had heard that they planned on marrying while in Vegas, in a couple months, that Pam probably had gone off the pill.Pamela and Johnni... went to the "High Hat Lounge" at least once every two weeks. It is a nice watering hole, with a good dance band, if you liked slow stuff, with some disco thrown in. Ryan knew the bartender there. Ryan asked me for my coat. He left his office. When he came back, he said. "Jack there is something in your pocket. After you get home read the. "A condom commercial?" I giggled because condom struck me as a funny word. I'd never actually seen one in my life."Commercial," he agreed. "That's the key word. It's a big step, Wendy." I'm only fifteen," I reminded him, whispering because I didn't want the waiter to take my glass of champagne away. "You think it's okay?" Twelve hundred dollars for a day's work?" Daddy grinned. "It sounds pretty okay to me, Princess." Yeah, but ... Condoms?" I made an eek! face."You'll get some good exposure,". **** Since the weather was good and I needed the fresh air coming in from the sea I decided to sit outside, but first I went inside the cafeteria and ordered a coffee and the breakfast. Then I sat down outside in the sun. There were only a few tables outside and apart from mine only one was taken. A young woman sat reading the newspaper and I saw that she was looking at the classified section. When my coffee arrived I lit a cigarette and saw that my hands were still shaking, but I managed to. Did you finish? I asked. No, you&hellip,I&hellip,uh&hellip,was interrupted. Well you should finish, I said. He laughed at that, but continued to sit there. A few minutes of silence passed. Can I do it? I asked. Uh yeah, girls can masturbate too, you kind of— I cut him off, no, can I do it to you? He gave me a weird look, what give me a handjob. What, no, masturbate you, I said. Its called a handjob when someone else does it, he said. Oh, well can I? I asked. Huh, what&hellip, Well you said you.