He was amazed at his endurance, between Justine ... and a few others, he was able to keep his desires in check.He was also amazed at how clear his tho...ghts were, he could focus on a task completely now, not allowing any distractions. He was able to quickly understand reports passed on to him from the board members, easily reading through them in minutes. He was able to use the information to ask pertinent questions during these briefings.His sense of personal power was growing as his ability to. . I'm not really, a hundredpercent, sure of where I fall on the sexuality scale, but John's theonly guy I ever felt that way about. Usually, I'm attracted to girls,but... well, John definitely pushed some buttons for me and when hebecame Bianca... he was kind of my perfect partner for a littlewhile." And now?" Now? No. Never, now. John's gone and so is Bianca and Bebe'sjust...d my little girl. I can't think of her any other way. It stilllove her with all my heart, just... not like that."Rose. They were looking towards the street and talking. I walked over, and they noticed me, and turned to face me. “Can I hel...”I never finished the statement. Both faces lit up like light bulbs. Jose Montoya said, “It’s true! You’re alive!” He slid off the base of the flagpole and stood up.Bob Givens joined him. “It’s not a joke! You’re really alive!”I just stared at the two men. What more could happen to me? My sins were really coming back to haunt me! “Wha ... what are you doing here?” I. “No, not for that reason. I always wanted to have a son. Walter and I tried for so long, but it never happened.”Still in my arms, I said, “If it is not too late in your life, I would be very proud to give you a baby boy.”“You would do that for me, Jason?”“I would do anything for you! Now that we are alone I can tell you that you are my favorite aunt. Don’t tell Randi this but when I was much younger, I had such a crush on you!”“Now we can do something about that, can’t we Steven, or should I.