Payton has a message for you, and she says that she can’t wait to see you at the motel. Do you have any message for her?”“Tell Payton that I can...��t wait to see her on Saturday, and send her my love. Does this mean that I’m officially dating you, and Payton?”I have to remember this is just a game. I’m not really dating anyone, and Payton isn’t seriously interested in me. Or so I assume. My sister continues to walk toward her bedroom, and she sends my message. My sister never liked the way that I. Finish up your breakfast mydear. Later today we'll talk about how you can repay me and we can staygood friends. I Am Your Friend Beth, maybe you're only true one rightnow. Don't forget that, honey." Yes Ms. Jennifer I won't forget. I, I love you Jennifer and I, I'm, soglad to have you in my life." "Same here sweetie."End of part 8Part 9After that fateful breakfast and after Jenn left the room, I gatheredmyself and began to clean up the morning dishes, plus last night's teaand cookies. As I did. One day I notice my belly beginning to swell. Grandma said I would have twins. I pictured having Merry and Terry again. Saw myself birthing them in my dreams and cried for days. Grandma sang from her bed most everyday. She sang songs like ‘Sweet Chariot’, and ‘The Little Church on the Hill’. She sang ‘ I Sing’ a lot, it was her favorite. I worked the house as she sang weakly in her bed. It was like if she sang until she died she would go to heaven. She sang about being free, which I took as. Since my husband and I were in two places, I often masturbated. By the third week after I went to work, I realized that someone was looking for me. He is Sahan. Working with me. He gets off with me and goes on the bus together. So every day at 6 pm when we go to the bus, the crowd is like coconuts. What do we do but get on the bus. For a day or two the lights came on, but I thought it might be because of the crowd. I told him to get down if he was going up. Then the lamp pulled me in and hugged.