Her eyes wide open, tears falling down her face, her scream still echoing in the room. Her voice trembled as she glared into the darkness. ‘I’m no... worthless, and I am going to prove it.’ Her hand moved slowly to the box, she sat it down on the bed beside her and stared at it. She couldn’t open it, couldn’t face it. She put it back on the shelf and made her way to the bathroom. The steamy water scented with lavender soothed her body, but her mind was miles away in another bathroom, in another. Flashback – Major M – Undisclosed baseI decided I needed to redo the report which would implicate Sgt. Reynolds. I knew the Old Man was going to need to see me soon so I needed some protection. The words literally flew off my fingers and in no time not only was I finished, I believed it was one of the best pieces of work I had ever done! Hell, I should write novels for a living. I saved it just as the Old Man's aide walked in and stated, "Sir the General would like to see you immediately."I. Finishing that we went to the widow to change the curtains. Again she reached up giving me a view of her backside this time where I noticed that she wasnt wearing any panties! I was stiff as hell at this time and without warning she fell backwards. Suprised I tried to break her fall with her landing on top of me it wasnt till a few seconds later that I realized where my hands were. One was cupping one of her perfect tits the other just inches above her pussy but wait I felt bare skin where I. "And you get off on that?" still sounding confused."Well, yeah. You have things that turn you on. Right?" Yeah. Okay." Still unconvinced.Where do sexual fantasies come from? A lot of places I'm sure, and as far as I'm concerned I don't care where the fuck they come from. They're just my fantasies.Tori thinks too much.But that's just my opinion.I have no idea why I get wet when I imagine some man or woman watching me do myself. All I know is that it feels GOOD when I think about it.And it feels.