I had attempted suicide twice and was seeing a therapist, taking anti-depressants daily and going to sex addiction group meetings. I was losing weight...and looking very old now for a woman that was only 40, I looked 60. I didn’t care anymore, I wanted to die. Al and Julie visited with me weekly and tried to snap me out of the funk I was in. Without my boys I didn’t have the will to live anymore. I was responsible for the deaths of 10 young men and it ate at my very soul. Now on the anniversary. "Asmara stood in silence as the children rose from where they had been sitting and they came and gathered about her master. She watched as each of them reached out tentatively with their small hands and they touched not only her master's garments but his body as well. It was as if they were seeing him for the first time. The middle child, a girl who said her name was Ekiuwa, held her master's face in her hands and she looked into his eyes. After a second or two she asked her master if he was. Okay?” he haltingly asked.Several of the technicians looked at each other, startled. How could a man in orbit know to ask if someone on the ground had some type of attack? They weren’t hosts, so didn’t know the significance of the question.“Hawk One, this is Mission Control Actual,” the control room manager interrupted. “Be advised the Major was feeling bad, but is doing better now. Why don’t you relax, while we work on getting you back on the ground.”There was a delay before Ed apprehensively. We should both see it together." I'll be there soon," Jenn promised.As Lisa ventured outside, Jenn took a deep breath and then looked toward the hallway which Suzi just disappeared into. Unfortunately, she had lied to her girlfriend about having to use the restroom. Jenn had something else in her mind... something very, very important."Time to snag me a little pussy," the 19-year-old said out loud, licking her lips as an image of Suzi sprawled underneath her upon a bed danced through her mind..