He didn’t yell or tell me to get out, he just sat in his chair and watched, probably stunned that I was taking his sarcasm seriously. I knelt down i... front of him unzipped his pants and reached inside. I looked him in the eyes as I pulled his penis out, looking for any sign that he wanted me to stop, but he watched intently, and so I took him in my mouth and gave him his first blow job. He didn’t say anything to his father that evening at dinner, so the next day when he got home from school I. Sarah I know that this isn’t a purse.”‭Ashamed Sarah sat on the bed almost crying. I sat next to her putting my arms around her. “Sarah everything is fine. I don’t want to have this little pocket rocket back. Take it as a little gift. I don’t want to see my little sister ashamed or crying so stop it, please. There is nothing bad about using such devices, it absolutely normal.” Sarah looked at me “Really? You are not mad that I stole it from you? I... I just wanted to try out but I had not the. So it was that given a clear choice between punishment and nopunishment I should gladly have chosen the former, if that's what theLady wanted, but given a choice between two unknowns, two _potentials_,with no method of discerning the outcome of either, I was abandoned intoa state of utter bewilderment, a state of chaos, of ruthless despair,and my misery was made obvious to me, and I wept. I wept when I was beaten and when I was not beaten; the differencebetween the two was lost on me. Either. As I came out of the shower. "Sorry I took so long Jane, being honest Iwas feeling my new body, don't forget I am now a women, with my penismissing I just wanted to feel the new me," I replied seeing Jane in herblack short nighty."I thought you would, remember you are now a women, and would you like meto set you up with a male date? Jane asked."No way, no no way Jane, I'm Gary inside this body who loves you somuch," I replied."I love you too Gary as a man and my husband, while you are.