Touch ... it. Every time he tried, the song would get just the slightest bit louder and burst it like a bubble.“Come on! Come on!” his sister yell...d, tugging on their mom’s hand. He held the woman more tightly. Tears were streaming down his cheeks. He felt so happy and yet so sad, and he wasn’t sure why. He never wanted to let go of the woman. He couldn’t quite understand why he was terrified that if he let go, she would just disappear, like the snow. Except he couldn’t really remember the. " Hepointed, and as I followed his finger he continued. "My folks gave 40acres to me to do with as I want." Sunflowers?" I asked, looking out at the sea of yellow drying flowers."Why Sunflowers?"He shrugged and smiled. "I like em is all, it may be hard to believe butthey're a pretty good seller." He sat up and flexed his back, trying toget more comfortable in the tractor seat. Subconsciously, I began to rubthe small of his back with the heel of my hand. "I think they are realpretty when the. After three kids who can blame us? But, as I wrote earlier, one fun night in a hot tub changed our lives and now we have the hottest sex life of anyone I know. It’s better than I could imagine it. Now, Tracy and I are always betting each other. Generally we bet on goofy things but instead of betting money we bet dares. Now the more dares you have the larger the dare can be. Five is the max where anything goes at anytime. I just happened to have five dares in my personal bank that I was saving. I was a forty-two-year-old woman and whilst I wasn’t the most promiscuous woman in the world, I’d had my share.I knew I was tired, not to say exhausted. A night of very active sex and my emotional epiphany had left me drained.I went up to my room and decided a shower would help, but the bed looked simply too inviting and I decided a short power nap would be good for me. I stripped off and lay down and that was me, gone. I woke up about six and put a pair of pyjamas on with a big towelling robe.