Did she really have no feelings after any of this? Even after peeing on my face?"Are you O.K., Chandra?" I asked cautiously."I don't know," she replie... without emotion."I hope this wasn't the wrong thing to do. I really thought it might be helpful for you to get those feelings out in that way." Maybe it was, Lauren. Thank you for trying. It was just so different than what I expected would happen. I had no idea you were going to do this." I ... I hope it wasn't ... I don't know, Honey. I .... I looked to my left and there was a woman with a nice ass riding someone, I noticed his shaft was all covered with white foam, apparently he was not the first into her. She stopped and looked at the guys setting along the wall and suddenly slapped the mat next to her, the first to jump up made it to the mat and laid down next to the guy being ridden. She picked up the pace and shortly the guy she was on bucked up, obviously unloading into her. She climbed off of him and promptly straddled the. Did he know whoI really had been, and why I had been forced out? Probably. I appreciatedthat he did not make it an issue.I was curious, though, and I asked, "How could Moranna let you be in herarmy, with your own son being her victim? Doesn't she know you might notbe loyal?" Phah!" he spat. "She paid no attention to Jakob even when she did this tohim. She didn't know who he was. I don't think anyone's bothered to lookhim up."I returned to Marcus and Jakob each of the next several days. When. "I'm truly humbled." "What you're asking me to do is one of the most meaningful and memorable things you'll ever experience." "If you truly feel that's what you want, I'd be honored." Patty lunged at me, hugging me. "Oh, Thank you honey." Debbie was crying. I was confused. "Why are you crying?" I asked, reaching out to take her hand. "I was afraid you'd say no, that you'd reject me." She sobbed. "That you'd think I was ugly." "I'm just so relieved." "Why would you think I'd think you're ugly?".