."And he looked at me and squeezed my hand."I love you so much."He said, and I felt it right in my heart. Although it was part of the game, that decla...ation had been real. It was his way of saying, I love you and I'm happy to play your games.."I'm sorry,"he said, his voice trembling with emotion as he blinked back tears, "It's very painful to talk about.." Its okay,"One of the girls said, "Leave it, don't upset yourself.."The other girl patted his arm."You're very brave."The other one said.. A proper gang-bang this time.“Alright now ... Lowell, underneath Mary. Yes, that’s good. Belle, suck his balls to get him nice and hard for his fiancee. Now, Mary, that’s right, mount his dick like you did that one time, only proper cowgirl this time around. Belle, don’t stop sucking his balls. Keep it up, honey. Yes, that’s right, roll them around in your mouth. Keep up the pressure and the urge to cum ... don’t back off yet.“Now, Joey, put your cock to Mary’s lips. Open wide, Mary ... yes,. I have him on a high fat diet right now and it's donewonders for his hips and ass. He has them now. He spends a greatamount of time in very tight, restrictive corsetting. I've reallygotten into the whole corset thing. I love pulling him in evertighter. I find a very tight lacing to be a very sensuous act. I canput my knee into the small of his back and just pull. I love it. Hisdaily working corset keeps him at twenty six inches, but I cansqueeze him down to a twenty two inch waist when I want.. The first thought that went through my head was how terrible she must have been feeling to do something like this. I looked back down at her wrist. Somehow my finger had decided to run gently along the line of the scar, as if it would pick up some vital piece of wisdom from my feather-like touch.The next thought that went through my brain was that when I decide to kill myself, I must make sure I cut deep enough so I die right away.That idea went off like a gong inside my head, echoing around.