Since we had no hooks in our ceiling and no exposed rafters, or beams in our apartment, the upper bunk would have to suffice.Both Tonya and I were get...ing excited as we set up. I had looped the heavy nylon rope over and through the upper rails, leaving an open noose dangling near the forward edge of the lower bunk. After I was in the noose, Tonya would be able to take up the slack and tie off the opposing end to one of the rear uprights.Because Mike was staying with us off and on, Tonya decided. " He then motions to Lisa. She quickly turns around and raises her skirt to display some large, dark black tatoos on the upper part of her thigh. They are tally marks, 7 of them, a complete set of 5 and then 2 more. "This is Lisa's seventh pregnancy by me, Wyyvs. Don't worry, you will catch up in no time." He stands and uses my collar to gently raise me to my feet, and then points his finger down at Rick. "Stay!"Xavier leads Lisa and myself out of the room and down one of the descending. . I just took it into my mouth and sucked away, hoping this stranger would appreciate it more than my husband does. In a few minutes I was wearing only my socks and hair bows, surrounded by cheating men all jerking, being sucked, or hoping for a chance at intercourse. I was horny enough to have let them all f*ck me, but I was also getting genuinely scared. Until a soft, boyish voice said, "I'll be gentle, I promise," and began to eat me out until I was writhing in my seat and willing to do. About the stigma that being Dispossessed caused. About the loss of my Mother. The loss of my troops. About being afraid I would lose her too. Words kept coming out and so did tears. I went to sleep still wrapped in her arms. It was morning when I awoke to the smell of coffee. She was sitting on the side of the bed holding two cups. One she was drinking from and one for me."When's the last time you talked to someone about your feelings?" she asked."I never have. I talked a little to Doc one time.