My act was pretty messed up. I'm just sorry it screwed things up with us." You didn't screw things up with us," she said. I'm the one who screwed thin...s up with us."I didn't know how to feel about that. I was too used to thinking that I was the one who caused problems, and broke things. My anger control issues had wrecked almost everything in my life. I was still thinking about that, and trying to figure out how she could think she was responsible for anything when she seemed to change her. She then lay back and relaxed in the water with the music drifting into the room."Can I come in?" he said holding 2 mugs of steaming hot cocoa. He had even put whipped cream on top."Yeah, come in." she answered him. "Oh, that looks good." And he placed the little tray with the 2 mugs down on the floor."Let me wash your back," he said and took the washcloth from her."Get me my barrette up there, will ya?" she asked him."This one?" and he handed it to her. She pinned up her long hair so it. ..Stan please understand this, I love my Bennie no matter what you think you saw. She loves me to death, literally, and you just threatened that. She and I have, a special relationship, and she gives me something that no other man could. So unless you have something work related to go over with me, I would very much like to eat my meal in peace.” Monica stated, ending the conversation with a push past him. She could sense his concern and much more beneath that. “I just want..” Stan started to. Keeping an ever watchful eye on the land below for movement that could mean food for its family, the huge eagle turned south and followed the stream that had served up many meals in the past.Movement below caught her eye, and she watched as a young Sioux Indian girl placed a bundle of fur in a willow bark basket at the stream’s edge. The Indian girl knelt in the icy cold, shallow water and wailed out to the heavens.She cried with a sorrowful sound that carried to the giant eagle above, as the.