I had to have at least one rip roaring fuck, where we didn't have to worry about his buddy over hearing us. I figured that if I turned on the shower, ...hat the cascading water would cover up most of the noise we'd make, but really I just didn't give a damn anymore. Michael was leaving to go back to Iraq the next morning and I needed to get my fizzy in the worst way and frankly, nothing was going to stop me. So that evening after dinner I told Michael that I was going to take a shower. I made it. Tears sprang from my eyes, my nose ran. ‘I miss them.’ I cried openly. ‘God I miss them and I need them and I’m never going to see them again and it’s all my goddamn fault!!’ =============================================== I stood in the hallway looking at Calebs door. The door seemed like the final step between sanity and insanity. A six foot high symbol of what’s left in my life, go through and be changed, stay here and remain as I am, possibly capture what left of my life and use it as best. Ayshea went upstairs and got a corset lingerie out from her underwear draw and a nylon net black tights , g string and a pair of high heels weared the lingerie under her dress and got in the car and drove to the hotel . After a hour of driving she arrived outside the britannia hotel and she parked her chair she phoned up her client he came downstairs to the reception area and met her Ayshea was very nervous as she never did this before she just didn;t know what to say I met her downstairs i. "I'm going to say it very clearly," Sandy started again. “Nobody in this house shall ever know about it. Do you understand that?"She saw him nodding rather vaguely. "And so that you don't think I would ask you for something ..." Sandy paused and did exactly what she had planned to do. In front of the camera, she had learned exactly how to make men drooling over her with a few gestures. Make them longing for her touch and her attention. With a lascivious expression on her face, she lifted her.