I was escaping the wrath of my mother, the confusion of my older brother and younger sister, and reminiscing about the Anglo father I never knew growi...g up. I changed my birth name (Brianna) to Bronx, cut my hair to reflect the style most young men wore at that time, and began to deal with my life as a transgender male. Yeah, I was a wreck. My mother was expecting me to marry a young man within the Muskogee nation, but I kept telling her that I was struggling with myself. I was in the wrong. The gentle rocking, scenery, and serenity of the cruise helped even more. She returned to Orlando thinking she might have reason for hope. After all, she was only twenty-seven, intelligent, and beautiful by any standard. By Labor Day, she was thinking about dating again. In October, she took the plunge and accepted a date with the brother-in-law of one of her coworkers. The date was a disaster, but not because of her. The guy was an egotistical, arrogant asshole who thought she should drop on. She smiled back. Perhaps a quickie before bed. ‘Nick.’ He pressed a finger to his lips. ‘C’mon sweetheart.’ He moved like a panther, one moment he was down the hall, the next he was in front of her, sweeping her effortlessly into the safe cradle of his arms. ‘Ni-‘ ‘Shhhh.’ He carried her across the threshold of their bedroom. Placing her gently on her feet near the closet, he began undoing buttons and zippers. ‘Ni-‘ ‘Shhhhh. Just relax and enjoy.’ He slipped the blouse from her shoulders, then. I was very horny,more than I had thought.We moved position,I had rubbed my clit and his dick as he drove,I unzipped him pulled out his huge black stick.Opening my mouth wide I lowered it over the head and began to give him a suck while he reached over and fingered me as best he could.. His breathing was becoming shallow now..'I'm gonna cum babe,better stop' I ignored him and kept sucking him until he moaned and shot his thick jizz into my mouth,it spilled out down my chin.He said "I told you to.