Noticing the soiled (dried cum!) hand towels coming from myroom during laundry my mother commented to me, "looks like you maybe needing more hand towe...s young man," as she looked at me and smiled. My mothers statement had me wondering if she knew i waswhacking off, not that it mattered. Well, I got the answer to thatone day when i overheard a telephone conversation between my momand my aunt June. "Yes June I'm telling you I've noticed Jared peeking up my skirt and down my blouse. . vo has k boli sudhar jao. Main has k bola k mene kya kia.. to vo boli mujhe sab samjh aata hai, aur gaal pe pyar se maar k chli gyi.. Main bahot khush hua aur unke naam se 2 baar muth mari.. ab hum mein akho akho mein smile pass hone lgi. Main roj dhire se uske piche kitchen mein ghus jata aur bahane se chuta rehta.. 1 din mene khula pejama pehna tha, apna lund underwear se bahar kia aur kitchen mein unke peeche ja khda ho gya. To vo boli aaj kya lene aaye ho. Mene bola is self pe card rakha. Anytime I was alone, I dressed up.Anytime I didn't have gym class I'd wear panties. Most of the time, itwasn't even that feminine, just her jeans and sweaters. I horded, what Icould seek from my sister, under my mattress. I couldn't get away withshaving my legs, but I did routinely shave a small patch and enjoyed itssmoothness.I often concocted elaborate fantasies of me as a girl. Ones where I'dsneak out dressed up, or would find a magic medallion to change into one.It was fun to dream, but it. I also noticed glimpses of nudity on TV, both in medical shows and in movies. This would be enough to make me horny and if I was by myself, I might even masturbate then and there!There would also be dirty magazines brought to school, and it was an age when internet porn was starting to get talked about. Most women by now (late 90s/early 2000) had less pubic hair in the stuff I was seeing. Perhaps it was a result of what I remembered seeing as a young boy, but as my own tastes developed, I.