The vulgar, can calmly talk to me on vulgar topics and discuss. We live now in different cities.All this happened on New Year's Eve. We met in a circl... of friends at the apartment, celebrated, had fun, drank. Closer to the morning, we decided to go home, as there were then other plans for us, and the drunks were already slightly. My sister and I took my girl home and after that I accompanied my sister to her house. Along the way, we talked about various topics and I asked her if she was going. I'mso proud of you. MJ' OMG that text couldn't have come at a better time.Suddenly i was smiling and feeling better about myself and everything.i caught a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror as i turned towardsPaul's room and i was taken aback slightly. There was a beautifulwoman looking back at me and she looked so happy and confident inherself. Mistress was right. i was ready for this.i knocked lightly on Paul's door and it opened almost immediately. OMGMistress was like so totally. You feel his hand firmly pressing against your blouse. Even with a bra and blouse between you and his hand he still feels amazing. Your knees weaken and you feel supported by him, his arm holding you tight across your waist onto your breast, his lips against your neck, his other hand pressing against your hips toward the bottom of your skirt. How can you feel so safe with someone you have never met? Your brain is about to short circuit. It cannot process all the sensations running through it.. What mattered to me was that I did it, me an adult. I breathe deeply once, to get my thoughts under control. I hear you talking... "... should be proud of yourself, pet. Never feel small. Would you like me to remove you from the ladder?" Was this a trick question? I narrowed my eyes, behind my blindfold as I thought about the alternatives to staying up here and getting down. Thinking what you'd do to me if I stayed up here. Shaking my head, I realize I just can't out-think you. No way in hell,.