There were signs the Orioles were getting well, and starting to close in on the .500 mark again.But I was back on the bench, evidently, until further ...otice, and Josh Brennan's expected date of return to the lineup was rapidly approaching.The inter-league schedule was about to go into full swing, and we'd be playing six games in seven days at home. We'd start with three against the Pittsburgh Pirates and then, after an open date, play three more against Houston.First thing Friday morning, I. Finally one day, I take a piece of paper and I write on it. This is a permission slip for one time for Tracy to take a black man as her lover but I must be present to observe. I sign it, give it her. I tell her there, you now have proof that I said it was OK. She takes it, acts like she is going to rip it up, looks at me and tells me, you never know. The folds it nicely and places it in her jewelry cabinet hidden away. Turns around, kisses me and says she has to get making dinner. After three. Our regular conversations used to be bold as it was two mature people talking. She used to ask me about all my affairs during the college days and she used to share some of her’s.After the movie, we still decided to spend some time together. She asked me to accompany her to her flat, for which I happily said yes and we were going on my bike. While she was getting onto my bike her breasts touched my shoulders. Damn, they were so soft and I had an instant boner. I started driving and to my shock,. Andits nothing to be ashamed of, because you cant help yourself. Ifanything, you should celebrate your sissy side, because it gives youjoy and purpose."She continued by saying that she felt there would never be a time in mylife when I would feel like a real woman. "You'll always be a boy in adress," she said. "You'll always be smoking 'LIKE' a woman instead ofbeing a woman who smokes. You are a boy, who is a big sissy, who ispretending to be a woman. Am I right?"Her words hit me like a freight.