You're the first person who has properly seen me as I am. The real me on the outside as well as the inside." Her voice drifted away and she lowered he... head and sat there biting her lip and twisting her fingers.I sat staring at her with only the quiet ticking of the alarm clock breaking the silence between us. My God. Of course such a question was important to her. We all need to know how others see us and how we think we appear to others. Basic human nature. How do I look to you? Do I look. Fifteen minutes later, after the triple S, shit, shower and shave, I was dressed in my only suit with my good wingtip shoes walking with Sarah toward the campus chapel. This service was the second of the day and was fairly short. It was the usual, a couple of songs, a sermon, a prayer, and some announcements. We left the chapel and headed for food. The dining hall did it up great for Sunday dinner as no supper was served on Sunday except for athletes. We ate our fill then I had to go for the. Lots of cute boys around?" Emphasize the heterosexual as much as possible, she thought.Jenna giggled. "OH yeah."Later, after Jeremy was asleep, Jenna was finishing up her packing as Wendy walked by her room. She had readied herself for bed, knowing she had to get up early to catch her plane, and she had a knee length terrycloth nightshirt on."Need help?" Wendy asked as she poked her head in the door."Nope, all set," Jenna said with a grin. "Oh, yeah, one thing Aunt Wendy, if I could talk to you. He wished he could have that night back just once, and instead of walking away he would take her in his arms and just hold her. At least then she wouldn’t hate him. Lance stared down into her face, seeing both the girl he’d kissed so long ago, and the woman she’d turned into. At the company party he had wanted to talk to her while she was on the balcony. Her bare neck had been so very tempting. Before he could kiss her or even talk to her, however, more people had come outside. Now, here, he.