I felt guilty when I thought about Patricia. I should have done something to save her. But I was unarmed. Her parents looked at me dubiously when I we...t to her funeral. I could tell they blamed me for her death. If she hadn’t gone out with me that night, the gunman wouldn’t have shot her. I’m sorry but it wasn’t my fault. I didn’t ask for this. The summer ended. It was September 2008 and I moved into the dorms at the Burlington Technical Institute. The school was small, with only one campus.. Mai ye bhi soch raha tha agar mai saloni ke saath nahi hota to saloni ab tak kisi hotel me jaakar chud chuki hoti waise saloni aur mai ek dusre se kaafi frank the lakin aisi cheez hum dono ke saath pehli baar thi aur hum dono ko samajh nahi aa raha tha kya kare tab maine socha agar saloni ki situation par mai hota aur us ladke ke bajaye koi ladki hoti to mai kya karta jaahir si baat hai mai us ladki ke maje leta usi tarah wo ladka meri behan ke maje le raha tha tabhi us ladke ne saloni ke. Neither one was paying attention, more interested in the closeness, the snuggles and handholding they were indulging in under the blanket that covered them from the inquisitive eyes of the friend on the other couch. Both knew it was absolutely insane, that no matter what they felt it could never, ever go anywhere. They had been so close, so close before and held themselves back. This time, they knew there would be no going back. Hands slid up less intimate skin, the gesture no less heated for. In addition to my scholarity my mother insisted on my participation to physical activity and my sport was swimming. I was really good and successful as my trainer looked at me as a really good element and proposed me to participate to a lot of competitions...When I reached the terrible era of the teenage I discover first a real trouble on me...I suffered from the development of my body hairs and the worst were on my Venus mound. I also discover growth of my intimal anatomie, specially the.