Clearly it was too soon, after a single roll in the hay, so to speak, for him to be in love with me, yet his soft final words told me that he was seri...usly in 'like'. Was I fated, did I want to be fated, like millions of my sisters, to spend my life with someone of the opposite sex? Gary, Gary, why couldn't you have been like that prick Eddie?I looked out the window as the car zipped along the parkway toward the airport. Vaguely I could make out trees flashing by but mostly it was just a green. Odd. All day, she’d been getting wet just at the idea of getting felt up by a college boy, but now as she looked at herself and pictured it happening, it wasn’t nearly as appealing ... maybe it was just nerves, or maybe ... Did she even want to go?Yes, she told herself. I’ve been looking forward to this all day. I can’t let a few butterflies stop me from my ... from my first time. Lily paused, confused. Her first time? She’d had her first time a few years ago - it had been with ... well, she. It wasn't until she stood and turned that she noticed him gazing fondly at her from the door of the bedroom."Whatever are you doing?" she laughed, zipping up the back of her dress as she walked in her stocking feet across the thick bedroom carpet. She picked a pair of shoes from the closet and, stepping into them, gave him a soft brushing kiss on the cheek as she passed him on the way to the dressing table."Watching you." Would you make me a drink?"His reflection, frowning and unsettled. . I daren't play with my pecker though just in case they call earlier than expected and I'm SO EXCITED about being able to play with myself as I listen to them shagging on the phone! I can't believe how much of a sad little perv I turned out to be but I'm turned on and horny than ever in my life... I'm glad I can share these events with you as they happen as it's turning me on even more knowing that people are reading this and you know as well as they do what a sad wanker I am too- I hope none.