The four of us had arranged a weekend away on the south coast, but at the last minute, Alan was stuck at work later than expected and he asked if Merr...l and I could collect Jackie and for Alan to travel down the following day in his own car.This was agreed and Merril and I picked Jackie up from her house at about six oclock on a Friday evening. She was carrying a large suitcase, which we threw in the boot of the car. She was wearing a t shirt and denim shorts. Merril had prepared some cold food. "Are you trying to fatten me up for any particular reason?" she askedand laughed. I wanted to tell her that I had no such plans, but remainedsilent. I figured that my silence would let her know that I was waitingfor an answer to my question. She sat there and attacked the confectionwith a vengeance. I stood there waiting for a reply. She seemed lost tothe world. Finally, she spoke again."Oh, Dan's coming to pick me up around noon." I could tell that she wasupset and it had nothing to do with. . I’ve been in denial about something. For some time. I didn’t want to believe or accept this about myself, but ... I’m no longer gay. I’m bi now,” Kirk Danforth rather nervously informed Simon Nakamura and Dandelion in front of the others now.“So, you’ve been fighting it and lying about yourself, then,” Charles observed, “not the best approach, wouldn’t you agree?”“Yeah, but it’s ... just been rough, you know. I suppose that now that we can relax for a little bit here in Watkins Glen, I can. ’ ‘That my sweet heart I can and will promise to you. I swear to you with all of my heart I will always be there for you, and our child. Well children.’ He pulls back and sinks himself back into me until he is seated to the hilt again and again. His gentle, deliberate movements bringing me out of myself and my fear. I like what he is doing but I want more. ‘Harder please. Harder. I need more. Faster. Ummmmmmmmm. Ohhhhhhhhhh. More Please. I’m almost there.’ He starts to get harder and faster.