Ofcourse I had to stand on my tippy toes, which then led to provocativelybending over showing him a bit of delicious pink panty. At this point he stoo... up coming toward me in an aggressive manner. Thefeel of lustful animal energy aimed at me was so tangible I could almostphysically see it. He came around my left shoulder planting his hand on myright one. When he moved in to kiss me I backed away. I don't kiss on thefirst date. He asked me how I felt knowing that I was tuning him on. Iresponded. Diary, I think for once that I'm actually glad that I don't live in thatcul-de-sac. I'd be so nervous if there was a chance of talking to thosegirls every time I left the house. I get so nervous whenever I'm near agirl, I can hardly talk to one except for my Mum, but she's my Mum.Maybe this is some sort of sign? Am I supposed to get over my fear andtalk to these girls over the fence? I don't think I could do that, at least, I don't think I could start theconversation. Maybe one of them will. He kept ranting about why but couldn't ever remember sleeping like this in his life. He came in the late afternoon, wear running shorts and a small tank top. Sean " het man I'm gonna go for run, then work out. Do you wanna join me? "Adam " no to the running, did alot of cardio already. My weights later "Sean " cool man "He left just as the girls were walking out the door. I saw both girls go say goodbye but Amy was being very touchy. Much more than normal interactions ive seen with them before.. The two of us banged on the wood trying to get his attention but I could see his headphones in; looked like we weren’t getting out,,,“Fucking idiot!” she cursed, leaning against the door. “Come on; it isn’t too bad, it could be fun camping out at college! There’s a teachers meeting every Saturday so we’re only in here the night… we’ll sleep through most of it anyway!” I tried to cheer her up, offering my hand to help her up as my eyes began to adjust the lack of light, it seems her eyes were.