I casually said maybe she should visit some massage parlor nearby and get a good massage.Immediately it rung a bell in her mind. She asked if I can gi...e her a massage and she can even pay me for it. I was a bit taken aback because massage is not my profession and I had no dearth for money. I had learned a few massage techniques from the internet and practiced on a few friends to see how it felt.I replied to her that I am not a professional masseuse and I don’t do this for money. She knew I got. I offered her if I can massage to which she readily agreed.I started massaging her by oil and now I could clearly see her relaxing and after an hour we started having vodka and it was half bottle completed and both were talking about the families and I was high and asked her ” how is her sex life” to which she became shy and replied its been four months I had sex and she used to finger herself and satisfy her .She asked me if I had sex to which I replied am still a virgin, as we both were. ..what the fuck am i supposed to do? she's the reason for my perversions, tits,cleavage,ass,legs,pussy...i've seen it all flaunted in front of me, but now that im SEEKING this out, im in the wrong? she didn't realize it then, but she got the ball rolling, "fuck you for creating this"...yes, fuck you!the next couple of weeks were awkward, my mom would not let me "see" her anymore and took great care in making sure she was covered. i felt bad, but at the same time was scathing that i couldn't. I had felt so strongly for my brother's wife, that I purposely kept the distance from her. She reminded me so much of the love that I had shared with my first love in college. I would only be around them when my brother was present and would never allow myself to show any emotions about my true feeling for Rajini .Ramu's voice brought me back to the reality of the conversation. "I have to go to London, to help complete a project. I will be gone for about a month and a half. We felt that during.