Now, kiss me and we’ll go study.”So we did.I was bummed, but I knew this would happen eventually. Of course, it pretty much had to stop in two yea...s since she was hoping to go to college in California. I was glad that she was still going to study with me, hang out, and be friends. I hoped her new boyfriend could deal with that. Or maybe I didn’t. If he couldn’t, she dump him in a second and I’d have my sex buddy back. That was a mean thought, I realized. I wanted her to be happy. I couldn’t. And what are we going to do about the sillylittle thing between your legs? His once proud member had been sodiminished with hormones, it was barely functional. A delicate floweryscript just above it, entitled his genitals, cunt. It would still dripafter sessions like this, pathetic little watery spurts of ejaculate. Hehad watched it wither away, day by day. Half frightened, half elated.Giddy with the process of the transformation she had forced upon him. Shepushed herself up again, one hand. My heart raced. It’s time to tell the truth.I am not saying I am proud to be a liar but hell. I have never in my life imagined a man that could consume my thoughts so fully. Fill my desires so completely. I haven’t even met him yet. I have only been talking to him for 6 months now.The conversation with Jake went horribly. How could I be so cold? I didn’t mean to sound so cold when I told him. I was numb, exhausted, and afraid.“You fucking said you quit talking to him. You fucking lied to me. I. I'm sogonna get my ass kicked today," he thought."Are you ok? You look worried," a strange boy said. He appeared out ofnowhere, but now was right in Jessie's face."Umm, I'm fine. Look, I'm just friends with her ok? We just came here tohang out and stuff, but that's it," Jessie nervously explained to thestranger. He really did not want to get a whuppin'. In Jessie's cloudedhead he assumed that all these men who were looking him up and down weretrying to size him up to kick his ass, since he was.