Very real.It got better, a lot better. It took a few months before Melissa was content without the sexual rush that she was used to. That was when she...met this lovely group of actors and was accepted into their foursome when one of the original women left.She felt so lucky to be allowed in and so fortunate to leave the past behind her.The thoughts that she was having were her first digression back to those days of lust and sexual abandonment, all because of the woman in the audience and Berni’s. I said nothing. She asked me please tell. I just told that why are you struggling hard to cover your chudidar? Whatever is there I have already seen. She asked me what did you see? I said whatever you try to cover that I have seen. She just moved her head down shyly and told me that after yesterday unknowingly my hand is going there.Later on in the evening while going back to home, I just asked her can I ask you something. If you don’t mind she told you ask. I asked her do you have black mole. I imagined what he could have been doing and my skin started to crawl. Stacey was right after all, he is a freak.I laid on my bed for hours, with thoughts of my brother running through my head. I could hear him moving around the house, and it made me sick. I knew I couldn’t be near him ever again. I wondered if my sister knew any of this. I wanted to call her, but what the hell would I say?I started to get tired. I closed my eyes and tried to forget about everything. I wished I could just go. "Dance for me," I say simply. "Dance for me."That alluring smile says it all. The merest nod of your head as I take one of two comfortable, over-sized looking chairs sitting beside a small table decorated only with a lamp across from the bed which has suddenly become invisible to my minds eye. You are center stage, and you are all I can now see.As you turn, like a magic act the first bare shoulder emerges from the simple flimsy sun-dress you are wearing. Already I find myself wanting to plant.