This then, was chance for me, hopefully with Judy, to talk about the guilt and either at best gets her forgiveness, or at worse know the extent of my ...uilt.I arranged to meet Mike in Markeaton Park in Derby “on neutral ground” as I didn’t want my address revealed as yet or my wife to get any undue shocks. I arranged it as a day out visiting the Midland Railway museum, my wife having no interest in the railways of the UK, she, as I expected opted to go visit her sister and I could drop her off. ” Then I let the tip of my tongue touch the precious jewel waiting for me. It was so hot and rigid, like a little cock. I could tell that my daughter was going to be a very sexual young lady, just like her Mom. I stroked and licked right on the clit and she went crazy. I had to hold her down with my hands so that I could concentrate just on that area, as I was determined that I was going to have her orgasming 2-3 times before I took her virginity. I wanted her to know that there was more. After all I was a girl in a boy's bodyand I might get found out. Children can be cruel and was small for myage and had what my mum called 'delicate features'. I had once read abook about a fictional school and it seemed full of bullies who putyoung kids' heads down toilets and beat them up for their dinner money.I didn't want any of that!The next two weeks were busy for me as I helped mum do the packingwhile dad sorted out the new house. My secret clothes stash which hadgrown a bit over the. ”That evening, at Beth Ann’s insistence, I put on a pair of western cut gabardine pants, my dress boots and a western cut shirt. “Gee! I exclaimed as I looked in the mirror, I look just like a cowboy.”“No, you look like a banker trying to look like a cowboy. That’s what I want you to look like for the meeting tonight. There’s going to be some high powered people there, probably a couple of oilmen and such. I don’t want them looking down at you like they did my daddy,”“Okay, whatever pops your.