I don't want to move to the city. I like the hills and being close to the beach. I'm going to miss hiking in the woods and sitting on the beach readin... and listening to the waves come in.So we'll be close to an amusement park. Big deal! They took out the last of the rides I liked three years ago. Sure there's a few left like the bumper cars, the overhead tram and a merry go round. But all the roller coasters I liked are gone. They replaced them with newer ones I just don't have any interest in. "I added, "I don't want be involved in the minutiae, Paul. PLEASE continue to dump that stuff on Dad. All I want is when I give any of your guys an order, they jump to their feet and run to do it, no matter how strange they might think it is. They don't think about needing permission from anyone else, not even from you. I'm sounding dramatic, but there's some VERY weird shit in my life, and in an emergency it might be impossible for me to explain it in time. For example the angel might have. At the door of the boutique, Gabriela was waiting for me, now dressed in leather with high-heeled boots. I could barely walk, but tried to keep going. When I walked through the door I turned to see Gabriela. I don't know what she saw in my eyes, what she saw in the deepest well of my soul:"Anytime, Karla, anytime,", Gabriela said and closed the door on my face.Two weeks have passed since that day, fifteen long days in which I am no longer myself. I do my daily things as usual but my mind is. “Lois, can you just pee right here? If you get up, the animal may still be there and it will see you. We’ll just have to risk the animal smelling our urine. We have no choice.”“Do you think we need to pee in one of these small pocks in the rock, in case we don’t get out for a day or even two?”“I can, can you?”“I think I can. I hope we laugh about this next week, but right now ... I’m so scared.”“I know, Baby. Just be brave and help me think our way out of this. We made it through the first.