But I felt guilty and cursed my self after doing that but dont know the evilness in what I had done made me horny and the next few days I masturbated ...nly thinking about my mom, I started making up fantasies in my head. Every story I read here I used to related it to my mom.I started seeing my mom in a different way, whenever I used to sit beside here, I would try to observe here boobs, whenever she walked I used to see her ass. Whenever I got an opportunity I used to smell her panty and. And of course, the other wives made their share of catty comments regarding cosmetic surgery and possible strategically placed foam rubber. After all she has had a child. The other thing Terri did to alienate other wives beyond her physical appearance and aggressive social climbing was her ability to blend with the men. She had a way to win over all the men in their group of friends. She could talk sports, she could talk finance, and with a little bump of the hip, wink of the eye, or ever so. I head out of the house for our local watering hole and order my usual. The bartender asks me if my wife kicked me out of the house tonight. I tell him yeah kind of, she has some friends coming over. He says one of them women parties huh? I just chuckle and tell him yeah something like that I guess. I have about four or five drinks and I'm getting a pretty good buzz on, it's getting to be about 7:30 and I order another one for courage and drink it down. I look at the door and I feel a tingling. I often felt my entity was an arrogant bastard and that his wife had been the one to temper him. Her writing only reinforced this belief. She was a lot like my Pearl, as she had tempered me too. As I was reading, a few things jumped out at me, and I needed to write them down. I got out of the chair to find paper and a pen.As I searched through Pearls things, I noticed that in every drawer were small cloth bags. I put them on the vanity, and then kept searching. Beside the bed, I found three.