There before me stood the neighbor hood security man, he was 6ft tall, thin build and a good looking man despite his messed up hair and dirty clothes....h hey man I'm sorry for disturbing you this late he said, well what is it I asked? I thought I saw someone lurking behind your home and I wanted to let you know to check out the back yard to make sure no one is back there, he said.well lets go have a look shall we, we both headed through the home to the back door and turned on the flood lights.. I had also fantasized about having sex with him. We chatted for a few minutes then he asked me if I'd like something to drink and I told him yes. I was standing watching the TV and finishing my drink when he walked up behind me and kissed me on the back of the neck. I was shocked and flattered beyond words. When I didn't say anything he kissed me on the neck again so I tilted my head to the side so he would do it again. The next thing I knew he had reached around and was playing with one of my. The whispers of his contemporaries about his only child were more than he could bear. I became invisible, a wraith that haunted the shadows of our hilltop world.Soon after Father claimed his peace, my mother followed, consumed by a loss I know only too well. Bryden... Continuing on, no death to relieve my lonely vigil, I waited. With no knowledge of the world around me, I waited. The years whirled by, the world around me growing with the sounds of life, but death is what I crave.Alone, my. Our fantasy game was just that, using our imagination to excite each other. I countered with not minding, “Lance and DeAndre’ would be over anyway.” Our little fantasy game got worse, or better, as the case might be. He would describe his ‘date’. She always had a flaw that made her more human: a limp, a stutter, a bruise from a jealous lover, impossible financial troubles, or a piece of jewelry she hated but had to wear to please her man. Robert would say, “I met her in the hotel bar. She was.