I remembered all the times they tried so hard to get to me and how that just instantly distanced me from them. Ava was an extreme version of that sinc... she would be in my life forever. I knew I seemed to her as her only option, as the only solution for her loneliness. I know her confession was actually a question. Did I love her like that? To the point of assuming all the responsibility that would come with that? For her?Instead of terrifying me, the result of hearing those words this time had. A gritty beat came over the speakers and she started grinding against me. I knew she could feel my cock through the little fabric separating us. She raised her arms behind her and ran her hands though my hair before grabbing me by the back of my neck. I let my hands roam over her body. Over her hips and stomach then quickly across her tits. I leaned down and kissed her neck. Her skin was slick and salty and her scent was intoxicating. I watched beads of sweat drip down her neck to the collar of. When I was ready to cum she dropped down, stripped off the rubber and had me blow my load into her mouth. After that we met nearly every week in different places, and sometimes I would stay with her at her house when her husband was out of town. She had almost no limits and I quickly found out she loved anal and would even rim me. She enjoyed role play, watching porn, masturbating in front of me (and others). She loved dangerous situations where we could be caught and once had me sneak into. " I guess I would have deserved it, David. But I'm glad you didn't. It means a lot to me that you didn't make things worse."I poured everyone another glass of wine as quiet descended again. Was Michael going to talk about what he and Linda had been up to? He seemed to be avoiding any mention of having sex with her, and what I had agreed to. If anything, he seemed to withdraw before ever hinting at it. We were all a little drunk, and strangely, instead of lessening our inhibitions, it smothered.