“I think you need to come for dinner,” she said.“Trouble?” I asked, conveying it was HER trouble, not mine.“You might say. She was deadly se...ious and thought I’d given permission. I need your help!”“Oh NOW you need my help!” I chuckled. “What happened to making me the bad guy?”“This isn’t a joke. She’s up in her room angry as hell!”“What time?” I said, smiling, as I was absolutely sure it was an act on Penny’s part.“5:30pm,” she said. “We’ll eat at 6:00pm.”“See you then,” I said, hanging up the. "Thank you, Penny, yes you can lick it, " he said, still struggling to believe what was happening to him.Most of the females that he had bedded so far had been about his age, apart from one twenty-eight-year-old, but now he had a woman forty years older than him running her tongue the length of his rock-hard penis. His off-the-cuff 'all the way' comment in the lift that morning was slightly out of character because although he was confident in the company of females, he did not usually hit on. Just talking I have holiday here and he talking about his work in Bangkok. That way I could guess he was not a money boy. I ask him if he has boyfriend or not, he ask me same, result both single hahahahah. At a certain point I said I like meet him once, even nothing happens, he answered slowly why not we are both single. Can I see your face I asked? And yours he replied. Quickly I put the cam higher, he did same, and I saw not a bad looking guy. Then I asked him where and when. Tomorrow 8 pm ok. I stomped to my room so no one would see me about to cry. It wasn’t a big sob but just frustration and exhaustion had gotten to me so I was getting all teary. But as I got my pillow wet and disgusting with my tears and snot, I started making myself cry more. I’d tell myself things that I knew weren’t true like “Nobody likes you, that’s why you never go out” or “Your teachers give you Cs and Bs because they hate you too.” I just wanted to have a big cry and get everything out that’d been.