. for months. And just as I had come to terms with it, visiting another mate I saw him. He was just on the other side of the crowd in this club. When ... got there, he was gone. I didn't tell my mates about it. But a month later I saw him again. It was on a beach. I ran but he vanished again. After that I dreamed again, remembered.” Sipping my coffee while talking I leaned against the bars.In the silence that followed I took more sips of my coffee. Dogs moved, claws scratching on concrete, the. Looking back, she saw a fading brightest near the floor. Then it was gone.Anne squatted, feeling among the books on the bottom shelf until she found one oddly warm. Tan hardcover, with chocolate letters identifying it as a biographical dictionary of 20th century literature. Fanning the pages revealed only dense double columns of text, no illustrations. That decided it. She had come in looking for something that could be converted for a Thai noodle bowl. This wasn’t it.She shoved the volume back. "And you weremine," she whispered."It's more important to girls."Alex had been the one; at sixteen I'd been so certain he was my truelove that giving him my virginity had been perfect. I'd never imagined aworld where he wouldn't be mine."So, it was for me too."Tactless cow. Apologies weren't enough, too little too late - lookingback on my screams and shouting made me squirm. When Lexia had mostneeded a friend, that should have been me.When she'd finished painting, she sat beside me on the bed.. He began to speak into my ear, heavy and slurred, Thats it, baby girl. Grandpa loves the feeling of his dick sliding between your legs. He began to thrust in a frenzy, and Mildred said Put your hand down over the top of his dick, baby. So I put my tiny hand down to the area where the hot fat head of his dick was popping up between my legs. He pulled my hair even tighter, and I cried out again. This time, he said, Thats it baby. Grandpa is going to cum. Im going to cum and then Im going to show.