That night, I got stronger feelings towards her (thanks to the morning incident). I developed a kind of possessiveness for her. I fixed in my mind tha... I will have her body at any cost. I knew it could be next to impossible.But my heart convinced my mind to try. She became my lust goddess and I wanted to worship her at least once in my life. And thus, I began my big deception game. During that incident, I was in my sixth semester. I decided to join the gym in order to build a good body to woo. Ye to woh awaaze thi, jo thukayi karte hue aati hai.Jab main darwaaze ke paas pahunchi, to mujhe ‘Aahh ohhh hhmmm’ ki awaaze aane lagi. Maine socha, ki Naresh Uncle mujhe bula kar apni bahu ko hi chodne lag gaye. Agar unko bahu ko hi chodna tha, to mujhe aane ke liye naa bolte.Fir maine dheere se kamre ka darwaza khola, to mujhe Roopa waha khadi hui dikhayi di. Mujhe Roopa peeche se dikh rahi thi. Lekin Roopa ne to kapde pehne hue the. Ye dekh kar main soch mein pad gayi, ki agar Roopa andar. I open up the message boards on the porn site I frequent, and start browsing through any of the bdsm topics, and then on to anything with gay/bi. My mission is to find anyone to cam with, or cyber with. I post a few comments, hoping that someone will see the flag I'm putting up. This is the part my wife doesn't know about. She thinks I jack off to porn and use some of our toys. And that's exactly how this got started. But lately, something's been changing inside of me. Recently, I. My own hardness has suddenly sprung to my mind, as I am want to do I had forgotten about my own lust in the heat of the moment. Lost in the pleasures of serving another man I had forgotten how stiff and uncomfortable I had grown myself. Part of me wants to simply take of my own pants and relieve myself in front of Jay, another part of me wants to dive back down between his legs and start the process again. "Like it?" I smiled at him, pride mixing with a nervous feeling that he is going to.