I had no heartbeat, yet somehow, I was more alive than ever before. My senses were so much more acute. I could hear people talking quietly in their ho...ses across the street. I could smell so many different odors it made my head spin. I was incredibly strong. So strong that it took me a few days to stop accidentally breaking things. I was thirsty of course. Every vampire wakes up with the thirst. John spent the next few weeks teaching me how to control my abilities. He showed me how to hunt. He. Keep an open mind and a good attitude.Remember, Audrey knows what's best for you, she always has hasn'tshe........." Well yes I guess. But I'm not attracted to men Valerie." Valerie laughed a deep confident laugh, we'll see about that my pet,but first let's get you out of the tub."Drew reached for Valerie's hand and pulled himself from the tub. Valerieadmired his pink hairless body and developing curves. Drew was so thin!And her little peeny was even smaller, now that it was shriveled fromher. ’ ‘New York isn’t as bad as all that.’ ‘It’s not New York that has me so upset, it’s the fact that what I want doesn’t matter. It’s always all about him! He’s not going to change — ever. I’m just another object to him, like his car or his golf clubs.’ ‘Will you excuse me for a moment, Emma?’ Derek asked. Taking out his cell phone, he walked down the yard, talking to someone and nodding. The call was brief, and he walked back onto the deck. ‘I’m sick today,’ he smiled. ‘What?’ ‘I just called in. Granted, most guys also don’t have the balls to try out half the things you do to me, so if you have issues with your dad or something, keep them up.”It was my turn to chuckle, even with the blatant insensitivity of her comment. “I actually do have issues with my dad, yeah.”She nodded. “I feel like more guys do than are willing to admit. I think it’s a sensitive subject with males.”“Maybe.” I replied.“Anything really bad?”“I think it’s the usual story. Drinks too much, gets a little too.