I was someone in which this teenager would go to for advice and trusted me to ask about anything without judgement or ridicule. This is what i am gues...ing lead to an unexpected encounter. He was over this day to mow my yard. Of course this was the perfect day for it. The sun was blazing hot. He wore a pair of cutoff shorts and no shirt,with a pair of old tennis shoes. As he rode around on my mower i could see the sweat rolling down his muscular body. After finishing of course he came in the. Standing completely still between his legs, I let him complete his visual inspection of me and it surprises me once again the difference in our size as he is able to look me directly in the eye, even in a seated position. ‘You’re beautiful, you know,’ Jens whispers to me, looking deeply into my own green eyes as he speaks. I’m embarrassed and start to turn my head away as I open my mouth to contradict him. He stops the movement with a finger at my chin and turns my head back to him. ‘It’s true.. The answer is simple. It's only Anna who will behere from now on." Are you certain?" I couldn't be more certain of anything in my life."From pure and utter elation to disappointment to elation againin a matter of minutes, my world was in a spin. Although I hadjust said to Janet that I couldn't be more certain of anythingin my life about being Anna, I was really unsure what the nextsteps might be.Did I want to start taking female hormones?Did I want to consider breast implants?Did I want to. " When I saw Don eat out Linda I knew you would love to do that too, wouldn't you, darling" I don't know..." Whether you like it or not, I'm going to talk to them and see what happens." It seemed odd to hear her saying this because she had been hit on by countless black men before and never even thought about it till that night. As her she became aggressive about what she wanted, I was taken aback a bit. Still, the flutter in my stomach, and desire for it to happen (and especially this way).