I enjoyed it but never confused it with what I shared with Victor. One of the ways I justified it was to separate it from my life with Victor. This wa...n't love. I actually didn't even like Louis much after getting to know him. But we shared hot, wild sex and Victor and I made love. In my own mind, I kept the two separate.The affair had been going now for more than four months and I was beginning to feel guilt and shame after being with him. Since we shared nothing but sex, there was no. I get to room she was lying there I wake her up and offered drink she keep resisting. (She never drunk before) finallyI managed to convince her then finally we both took one peg each. Then I fed her food. She felt good after drink so take 3 more peg, she got high. Again she started crying and like m sorry and all. I told her forget it. But it was now her alcohol that was talking. She was getting more emotional due to drinks. I hugged her told to calm down. She became little bit ok and crying. He was semi-dressed by the time she emerged towelling her hair, ensconced on the bed before a laptop spreadsheet. She gathered her crumpled clothes, ignoring the ruined tights. “So ...” She hardly cared, this grown-up girl, if she sounded sulky. “… You going to fuck her too?”“Fuck who?” His eyes did not leave the screen.“Whoever’s threatening to give you a boner at your meeting.”“What? Oh, Karmen ... I’d certainly like to. Her fiancé might have something to say though.”“Never stopped you. "We all have duties and responsibilities. Yours are now tied to my instruction and the violet stone. In the future, we are going to spend much of our time together. At a certain point I'll let you know of my responsibility. For now, you should listen while I'll explain".Laivien's abrupt change of attitude and firmness were justified and Zax knew it. True, he was not aware of the full story behind Grandmaster's and the household's enmity with those seeking to harm them, however, he already.