.. well, under control. Leashed. Harnessed. But there’s always that feeling that you’re a caged animal. That you’re not being allowed to do what...you’re made to do. And that’s to travel amongst the stars, taking cargo and passengers from world to world, station to station, place to place. Like everything else in the world is tied down to their mudballs, and only a select few are allowed to travel freely.I don’t really know if I’m talking about my ship ... or myself.I’m what’s known as a free. I took my face close to her face and rubbed my cheek against her.I slowly started kissing her cheeks. She liked it and allowed me to continue. I went for her neck and kissed many times. I moved my hand over her thighs. She gave heavy breathings. Then suddenly I kept my hand over her breast and gave a squeeze. She stopped me immediately and starred at me. I was not sure whether she was angry or not. I made a sad face and tilted my head. She smiled and said lets sleep. I said ok and asked her to. What even made it worst was the fact that I got the same Lady XO that I checked in with when I first arrived.That night, it was very dark, and I triped over a tree bark and got my dress uniform all covered with mud.So when she noticed me in the pink shirt, she said. "You're that guy from New York again. I got to hear this. Tell us please why you're wearing a pink shirt."I said. "XO, it was white yesterday, but I had red ant problems."She said. "What kind of red ant problems Sailor?"I said. "The. I had to think about them as I was going to sleep to choose who I was going to become, and I also discovered how to stop myself from sleepwalking, as I had come to think of my gift. I decided that it was a matter of distance, not even thinking it might be because we were related until later. Eventually though, I found for sure that it was distance, but at that time, I only suspected. I also discovered that it only worked if both the other person and I were both asleep, and that my .