Luck was with us because by then it was lunch time and just after lunchwas a Tutorial, so Kelly, Shonali and myself went to lunch we wereapproached by...a few people in our year but no comment was made I wassimply introduced as Susanna, nothing more, I think no one recognisedme. Over lunch Fiona had informed the other tutors, and as we made readyfor the introduction we mentioned that during lunch I had met some ofthe year and no one commented,her response was "well you do look sofeminine there is. .. conglomerate as Mom calls them. Anyway, they’re talking about downsizing. As you know, she’s a great programmer. She received several promotions, and she’s been a systems analyst for about a year now, but I can tell that she’s worried — really worried.”Jeff glanced back at her, now worried as well. “I haven’t seen Laura in several months, I suppose. I’ve been away so much that I’ve lost touch with things. This is the first that I’ve heard about her job problem. I thought you two were doing. Each time the sensations stopped, they left her hanging in the black nothingness moaning her frustration.Then the voices began. Were they auditory hallucinations? Or was someone speaking to her? What were they saying? What were they asking? Carly concentrated with all her might on the voice that was just beyond the veil of silence. Then she could hear it. It was speaking in a strange tongue. It sounded like the nonsense words her dad used to babble to her as a small child, but somehow. She knew that the depths of pleasure that could be had just started, and she wanted to know just how far she would go. All her life, her parents warned her about acting sluttish, saying that girls like that always got in trouble. They were uptight, and they could not even talk to her about sex. A friend clued her in, and introduced her to some books on the subject. She read them so many times that she could recite them. Now she was in her first REAL sexual experiences, all from a chance.