There was always some transport arranged so everyone could get as drunk as they wanted and still get home safe. It really was a family organisation.Je...n and I used all the options except the shebeen. They were all illegal drinking clubs run by the paramilitaries. If we went down to Bangor, I was usually driving, and, since I carried a gun as well, I wouldn't have more than one pint. I had fitted a couple of seats in the back of the van so we could take some mates with us, and usually there were. I warp one arm around the chair and lay my hand on his soft belly. I breathe deeply, taking in his smell and then nibble on his cute ear. I feel him shiver under my touch. Holding him with one arm, I let the other rest on his upper leg. Such silky smooth skin. I gently stroke him a few times. He doesn’t respond, the game holds every thought. Slowly I let my fingers follow my desire, creeping like a spider up his thigh. I reach the edge of his short. I touch the fabric with my finger tips and. She said she will be coming at lunch time. Before she comes I need to know more about you. What she expects from her life-partner has been told to me. I got annoyed to hear that. Seeing me in a low mood she asked me to sit in the living room, relax and watch any movie of my choice. She gave the remote of TV in my hand, and opened the cupboard full of CD’s.I selected one and started watching English movie. By that time she went inside and brought a can of beer. I screamed, “Hey Rosy, its 11.30. I was in the middle of a dating slump. Nothing more serious than the casual hook up at a party or a club. It was satisfying in a brief span of time. I collected a few numbers but nothing much deeper. I consider myself a romantic and miss having a romance that was more than just flesh grinding into flesh for s lrngth of time. In it's absence I masturbated. I am not a sex addict but I have enjoyed being physical with another person since I was aware of my sexuality and had more than a few brief.