Soon I was living in my own castle in Beverly Hills, complete with my own band of groupies, hangers on and acolytes. You may wonder why I would surrou...d myself with such people? The answer was simple. On the road with the rock band I had seen how useful such people can be. They are your bondsmen you see, owing everything to you. Their access to drugs, girls and the good life is directly in your gift, capable of being snatched away at a whim and they understand this. Greedy and desperate there. She said, “Koushik, if you marry me, a time will come when we will have children, Ratna will feel let down and naturally will be feeling a sort of jealousy creeping in her mind. However, if you marry Ratna, no such issues will bother us, as I will ensure that I do not get pregnant.”Ratna immediately said, “No, I want children, I want your children, I will look after them like a mother, please Geeta, don’t deprive me of this golden opportunity.”I intervened and said, “I intend marrying both of. But he kept talking about it more and more. When judges said that gay marriage was legal in California, Curtis went through the roof. I knew he had some gang-bang porn and that always bothered me. Then I found a stash of porn in his work shed. When I decided to see what kind of woman he liked I discovered that my husband had put gay porn DVD’s into boxes that had straight porn covers. This was hardcore stuff, no woman at all just big hairy men. I confronted him with it and Curtis said, “I found. Do something together. Create something between us here, now – in the present." She stood up and gazed into his eyes. "Now is what matters ... Please, just touch me."They stood, gazing into each other's eyes for several minutes. Then he nodded, touching her cheek. "It really is you."She kissed him, tears running freely down her face. 'Finally!' she thought, relieved beyond measure, embracing him tightly.They kissed passionately, Jake's hands exploring under the open shirt she'd begun wearing.