I'd just had no idea exactly how rough."Just tell 'em what you told Freschetti," the coach pleaded.I told myself he had no idea what he was asking. I ...gonized for a few seconds, then nodded tensely. "Okay, but you - well, believe me, you're better off not knowing."He looked surprised, but stood back as I walked over to where the team was gathered, feeling the seconds of the timeout ticking away. I waved the water boys and assistants and whatever away, and knelt in the center of a loose huddle,. We had plenty of titty bars in town and we hardly ever went anyplace else, but that night the boys were feeling adventurous. The group was short one man that night. Norm's wife had gone back to school and she was working nights as a security guard to earn the money to pay for it. Imaging Kathy as a security guard was a major, major stretch of the imagination and we all tried to picture it until she laughingly broke down and told us that all she had to do was monitor TV screens and call the cops. Like clockwork my door opened very gently and my mother made her way inside. I kept my eyes closed but not to tight, I tried to look as natural as possible. I heard her go for my hamper, but on her way I guess she spotted the blanket lying on the floor."I just washed this blanket and he throws it on the floor!" I heard my mom yell in a whispers voice.It was when mom started putting the blanket back on me that I knew I was in big trouble! I felt her start at my feet and work her way tucking me. She had no idea of my soon to be wealth. She knew only of my monthly check that it was enough to cover my expenses while in school.I must have had a protective mechanism that triggered inside me and, because she never committed the last ounce of her heart, I didn't either. Though I was in love and devoted to her, I had dreams of buying her a beautiful home and making a wonderful life together with the money. I just never told her about the trust fund.We hung out together on the weekends when we.