The feeling of having that little boy in my arms got me thinking. Moira, you got me thinking. It's not that this whole Furthurmore thing isn't working...— it did work. But things are changing, and I'm changing, and it's time to do something different."I could feel a knot of tension in my belly as he spoke. I liked my life, and I wasn't sure I wanted to do something different."Moira — can I tell you what's in my heart, what I really desire, without you freaking out?" He didn't wait for my answer.. I am sorry if that is blunt,” Candy’s words were almost a whisper.Her mother was blown away by Candy’s admission and candor and looked pleasantly surprised to hear it.I was quietly seething because I assumed Candy had used the lecture my mother gave me earlier in the car to score brownie points by saying it was mean to let me get away with being such a brat all these years.My Mom smiled at Candy and then at Liz and said that she neglected my discipline out of a desire to spoil me. “Liz, you let. During the dinner she didn't even look at me. No flirt, no blowing kiss, no touch.When she was washing dishes I came to her from behind and grabbes her ass, she turned around and gave me a big slap. I was staring at her for a while and after few secs left her alone.Me and my cousin were in his room, watching tv and chatting when aunt come to tell us good night and asked me if I can go to the kitchen with her. For the first I didn't want to. I was upset but after while I went.She was in the. She is here now, at my house finishing my ironing for me, I do the man jobs at her house and she doses the woman’s jobs for. Susan say’s I cannot iron for love or money and she is no good at diy so it works out perfect for each other.We settle down with a coffee and I quiz her about her coming birthday tomorrow, I ask want she wants “A nice young fit man for the night” She jokingly says while laughing out aloud “That rules me out” I say “You wouldn’t want to be seen with me any.