What are you doing? she said. I love you! I said. I then have her the most passionate kiss I could without fainting. she go up and ran out. I was conf...sed. In school the next day she avoided me until 5th hour when she handed me a note. it read: come to my house after school. I followed her command. as soon as I reached the door she yanked me inside, locked the door, and kissed me. I want you so bad she said. I was so wet I didnt know what to do. Ive never done anything like this before. she. Learning to bartend and serve plus being articulate and western mannered made me a wanted commodity at the resorts during summers and vacation times. Being an athlete and in great shape made my physique also a desired commodity. Particularly white women and swinging couples invited me daily for extra curricular activities. Ha!! in one Christmas vacation day, I had sex with no less than 6 women, several with their husbands watching. And all this was in large part because there is that. "I know you and Lindaare very close but I would like to do a little to repair our past.Matthew, you're my only son. Looking back, I was a complete fool for whatI did. I missed so much in your life. Can I try to be a small part ofyour life before I miss the rest?"I finished eating, "Dad, I'll put forth the effort if you will. You arethe only Dad I have."Dad smiled and swallowed. "Thanks, Matthew. Maybe once a month, we canat least meet and talk like we are tonight. I realize it's not much but. You slam your shoulder into the broken door and barrel through just as the creature leaps at you.You curse and scramble back on your ass, watching it flail and roar and reach for you, hunger in its dark eyes - but it's stuck. It's too wide, and its body is jammed between the house and the thick fence on its left.It nicks your forearm with the tip of its claw and you curse at it, scrambling further back and finally pulling your rifle off your shoulder. The old thing is rickety, held together.