We can repair them, but each attack weakens them more. There is only so much that can be done without replacing them entirely — and we lost too many... Too many..."Beyond the walls of the Commander's war room, the defenders attended to the injured and the dead. Nearly one hundred of the defenders perished in the attack, and fifty more would either never fight again, or would not survive long.Two giants had died in the attack, one killed by the companions and one by the war wizards. One ogre magi. Too bad I have never been with a guy long enough for them to see it. The longest I have technically dated someone was for a week back in high school. All he wanted from me was to introduce him to my best friend, to eventually hook up with her.What initially caught my eye about Jacob was that he actually read my bio before messaging me. He started the conversation with “Hey, I also enjoy making tacos at 3 am before going to sleep! Wanna meet up sometime?” All the other guys who ever texted me. It wasn't that it didn't feel good, it did. I even enjoyed it. I don't honestly know what my hang up with the experience is. I thought on it late into the night, trying to figure out why I was so uncomfortable with the whole thing. I don't think Adam wanted a relationship or anything, it was just a good time. I'm not gay, I kept telling myself. That made me feel better, at least I could pretend it did. To be honest, I enjoyed it too much to not question my sexuality. The next day at school, I. I felt myself begin to totally relax then his hand slid down and began rubbing my butt. I let my butt “fall into” his hand.He said – ready to take your shower? I said Yep! He lead me upstairs and showed me around beginning with the spare bedrooms, extra bathrooms then his bedroom (which had a different gay porn video playing) and then into his bathroom.He turned the shower on and said – lets go. I got undressed and got into the hot shower, boy did it feel good. I was just standing under.