? ?Billy,dude, fuck that, man, let?s get the fuck out of here, dude.? ?Dude?,Billy was insisting. ?Just give me the damn phone, dude, I can call the c...ps,dude.? Call thecops? ?Wait, man,wait, let?s get out of here, dude. We?ll call the cops,just let?s get out of here, man.? ?Dude,what?s wrong with you? Give me the phone, man! I?ll call the cops!!? We arguedin angry, scared whispers. ?Man, I?mtelling you, let?s get the fuck out of here first.We?re not supposed to be here, man. I am not supposed. Yes. It does still hurt. A lot.I've been out with some nice girls... I've even dated a few for a while. I've really liked some of them — but not been "in love."I think you sort of find out you're in love while your busy doing other things with a special person.I didn't know where to begin with making myself fall in love... but, for Mary's sake (and my own), I wanted to give it a try.The sun was just beginning to set. "Lisa, can we talk?" She was sitting watching the bay from one of Sylvia's. . I don't know what to think, anymore..."Her sadness wasn't what I expected, so I did the only thing possible under the circumstances. I kissed her with all my might. I kissed her until I felt her body respond ahead of her heart and mind. When the rest of her caught up and kissed back, we took it to a higher place, and I made her come multiple times, without giving her a second to think about it. When she was exhausted from the intensity of her climaxes, I entered her and took her so far over. "An ex-con isn't the first person who springs to mind when you're looking for someone to look after your money."We all lost a few pounds on the next two races, got a bit back in the fourth, ignored the fifth because we were eating and then in the sixth and final race, Sammy announced that she was going to put everything she had on Micky's Girl,"It's an omen," she laughed, so we each put a thousand pounds on it and watched it wipe the floor with everything else in the race at four to one.She was.