Andy, it was dirty to even touch yourself. I've tried to ensure that I haven't passed along anything to you that I learned as a child. The problem is ..... well, I'm not exactly experienced in that portion of life. So, we just muddled along and pretended that I didn't do the sort of thing I told you about and you didn't do the sort of thing that led to stains on your old socks." Oh, God," Andy said, putting his head in his hands again."I'm sorry to bring up this afternoon again," Camille told. This hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it aches....I even called him going straight to voicemail each time. I whispered into the cell, into his voicemail. Whispering how sorry I am, please let me do it, please let me cum, would he like to watch? Masturbate for him?He never replied.I'm laying on my bed, in my work clothes, staring at my cell laying next to me. It doesn't ring, it doesn't tell me if a text comes in, nothing. I close my eyes and roll onto my back, one hand slowly slipping into my. I want you to have him.”Claire smiled at me with a mix of nervousness and love. “Thanks, baby. I love you. I really wish there was something I could do for you, honey.”I kissed her softly. “I’m fine. Just knowing how much fun you’re going to have, and being able to watch Jason and you together, that’s more than enough for me baby.”I gently brushed Claire’s matted hair away from her eyes and said my last words to her. “I’m going to enjoy every minute of watching you and him together. You make an. That’s what happens when you let someone else take control of you when things get hairy. I let Trish take the wheel in every adverse moment of my life, and I never learned how to do anything myself.” “Well, Jake,” Ally said, putting her arm around me, “you’re in the deep end now, and it’s either sink or swim. How long until your shock therapy and the pills wear off?” “A few days at the most,” I said, “and then Trish will be back with a vengeance. I’m afraid she’ll try to take complete control.”.