"No! You think I want to spend the rest of my life on the run? Damn it, Bas. I can't go back there and marry Anderson. But if I don't, he's going to c...ntinue to send men after me and I won't put you through that! I want you to be happy. Take the chance you've been given to find a life, if it's what you want."The ice in Bas's eyes thawed. Lifting his hand, he cupped the side of her face."Bas?" I want a life. With you." His head lowered, and leaned in far enough to cover her lips with his. When. . I was just... I got busy that's all." Too busy to call your momma huh?" She teased."I'm sorry mom." So tell me. How was your trip? Where in the world did you go?"Jake took a deep breath and flopped down on the recliner putting his feet up on the lazy boy. "I... I went to Houston that's all. Just to visit some friends of mine that will be attending school up there."Sara sat on the couch across from him. "Well I'm glad you had a good time honey."Jake looked around for a moment. "Where's dad? At. " She looked at me over her coffee, dark eyes staring out through a fringe of dark hair."I could make sure you got home safely. If you liked."She looked me up and down. "Yeah," she said, taking a deep breath and following it with a big slug of coffee. "That would be good. You won't mind if we take my car though?" Fine by me," I said. "I came by bus. I hoped I might get picked up."She gave me a long hard look, picked up her coffee and said, "Let's go."I followed her out of the coffee shop and. Me? When I used to work, I had a fuck buddy, car, closet, hotel room, wherever. Now in the mornings I often masturbate in front him while hes getting dressed, yet he just watches. Sometimes if he had a hard day at work or if the laptop is out at night, and I get real fucking hot and horny and in desperate need of a good lay, nothing. Now you have to understand&hellip,he doesnt fuck me, he makes love to me. I hate those words, I feel like vomiting every time I think about the words. But having.