Doctors Rich and Moore had been working on the profile that I assigned them. Today was report day; I hoped they could tell me what made the man click....he meeting lasted two hours and gave me what I needed. The next part of the plan required help from the Mossad ladies. They would be back on Monday and be a part of the team that was going with us to the Pact Countries and to Paris in the last week of July.Thursday was more of the same; moving things around, helping Lorrie and boy sitting. Well,. The third car has a couple in it that is setting off on a trail. Here’s hoping they are gone for a bit. I am sick just thinking about what I am about to do and wondering what kind of man could love a woman like me that would go out looking for a cock to suck. The nerves are bad but at the same time I am getting turned on by it all. Our windows are both rolled down. The young man smiles at me and asked "what are you up to?" to which I reply in a voice that seems not to be mine…. "Looking for. Especially a man like Dave who , just ten years my junior , was the perfect toy-boy who would become much more as we made the very best of each other in the most intimate ways. For most losing a purse would be awful but I was s glad I lost mine, because by Dave picking it up was beginning to make a new woman of me and I was gratefully enjoying a very new and profound love in my life. And it was all so right. It was like it had been waiting to happen at the right time and the right place. That. " I sniffed my fingers for effect; trying to appear brazen and unconcerned about my masturbation to hide my embarrassment, " ... but I don't think it would help." Yeah, over-sharing, Jeans," she frowned. "There's just one thing still unclear." And that is?" I was feeling more confident now, I could see that Belinda wasn't going to judge me. I probably should have known that all the time."Why?" Why what?" I didn't understand."Why not get him to finish you off?" she asked simply. "You didn't kiss.